Who was Nicky

Who was Nicky

Hi, I would like you to meet my wife Nicky Bosch. She passed away on May 27 2017 after being diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma cancer just 5 months earlier. It does not get any easier to write about it, much less think about it everyday. However, that is not the purpose...
Watch adult movies with each other

Watch adult movies with each other

Alright, well this is what I want to talk about for some reason. I don’t think I am going to feel better about life until I do. All jokes aside, I am trying be serious and realistic about the subject at hand. It should just makes sense. Here are a few reasons...
How Do You Forgive Yourself

How Do You Forgive Yourself

I feel like I have been lost for a while. There are a lot of different emotions that I continue to feel since the passing of my wife just over a couple of years ago. Admittedly, it is getting easier, having said that right at the moment I feel like I have just been to...
You Know What You Should Do?

You Know What You Should Do?

Every single time, especially since the death of my wife Nicky, I get selfish or distracted, I fall apart. There are certain things that I have a complete understanding about as I grow older, experiences to live and learn from. I know when I am most lost though, and...
I am Stronger with a friend called hope

I am Stronger with a friend called hope

I haven’t written a post for a while and it has been for a few different reasons. I can let the simplest of details be the excuse or I can just tell you that life caught up to me, the way it does all of us. The real truth is I have been melancholy. I know...
The Truth Shall Set You Free

The Truth Shall Set You Free

And it does.  Since writing the about page for this website and trying to move on in my life, I have felt the burden lift off my shoulders. The weight of the guilt and the regret has not disappeared completely but it won’t ever keep me from moving forward...
The Happy Advantage Makes you Happier!

The Happy Advantage Makes you Happier!

Ok, now it’s scientific so nobody can argue! This is a presentation from a very smart, very happy guy. I mean I think looks pretty happy and he really does sound like he is having a great time.Be HappyHe is Doing what he loves for sure. You can see the smile on...
Healing Everyday

Healing Everyday

It has been a long time, at least to me since I have posted anything here.  Of course there are a whole bunch of different reasons. A lot of them will probably be mentioned in this post. I should warn you too, especially if you know me; This post is going to be long....
Finding Your Power Within

Finding Your Power Within

It has been close to a month since I have published a post here.  There are so many different mixed emotions when trying to continue.  Associating the grief I experience as well as all of the joy. I think as human beings we often forget that we are meant to...
Nicky is at Peace

Nicky is at Peace

When I stared this website, I knew at one point it would become a memorial, a true dedication to her. She told me when I started it she understood that. Nicky said if it could help us, or anybody out there, I should do it. Help with what exactly, I still struggle...
Enjoy the time together

Enjoy the time together

There are a lot of things said here, that are said for the reasons of comfort, and reminder.  They are things said not just here but all over the world every day as people cope.  When I write on this site I sometimes forget it was a coping mechanism at the...