I haven’t written a post for a while and it has been for a few different reasons. I can let the simplest of details be the excuse or I can just tell you that life caught up to me, the way it does all of us. The real truth is I have been melancholy. I know...
And it does. Since writing the about page for this website and trying to move on in my life, I have felt the burden lift off my shoulders. The weight of the guilt and the regret has not disappeared completely but it won’t ever keep me from moving forward...
It has been a long time, at least to me since I have posted anything here. Of course there are a whole bunch of different reasons. A lot of them will probably be mentioned in this post. I should warn you too, especially if you know me; This post is going to be long....
When I stared this website, I knew at one point it would become a memorial, a true dedication to her. She told me when I started it she understood that. Nicky said if it could help us, or anybody out there, I should do it. Help with what exactly, I still struggle...
There are a lot of things said here, that are said for the reasons of comfort, and reminder. They are things said not just here but all over the world every day as people cope. When I write on this site I sometimes forget it was a coping mechanism at the...
Let’s remember, and I am trying to keep this in mind for myself, these posts are supposed to be positive and about our story. We want to relate with other survivors. I use the word survivors because each day does have its struggles. Coming home from...
Nicky looked up to Marilyn Monroe. They were the same size and this gave Nicky confidence because she did struggle with her self-esteem. Being what some would call a bigger girl, Nicky loved the way Marilyn proved that it’s all a part of your attitude.
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
Nicky was a special spirit. She was very wild and beeing free just goes without saying. That is part of what love is. A freedom, a certain strength that empowers you, that can lift you up and help break the chains.
Thank You Cassidy for being there for Nicky when she really needed it.
Love is the Answer. Cassidy your love and support for Nicky helped her to be strong. We can smile through the tears when we think about Nicky, we know she is in peace.
The world is a beter place thanks to you and your family Cassidy! Don’t stop doing what your doing!
Think Good Thoughts!
Visualize world peace. Such a profound thing for a young mind to express with Nicky in Mind.
Love is the Answer. Think Good Thoughts.
Thank You Echo, There is hope for this world knowing you are a force for the greater good.